I'm back to a normal schedule finally! No more exotic traveling or tropical diseases (hopefully). I just have about a week and a half left of my internship and then presentations and then we’re done and I can come home! Crazy. Three weeks from today and I’ll be back in America. It’s hard to wrap my head around it.
Things are super busy at the internship because we’re working on a case study of my organization and their experience with an empowerment workshop that was completed by the women. We’re conducting interviews to gain an understanding of their life satisfaction before and after the workshop, as well as any major changes the workshop inspired in their lives. It has been an emotionally draining but incredibly insightful experience and we’ve only conducted three full interviews so far. I am overwhelmed by the information I’m learning from these women and the life experiences they have endured over the years. Most of them have gone through a traumatic family experience, many of them having been disconnected completely from their families or the villages they grew up in. Some of them were betrayed by those closest to them or have had to make difficult decisions to survive such as giving up their own children. But while they share these awful things with us, they also tell us that they are completely satisfied with life and would not change a single thing if they could do it over again.
I am amazed by the strength I see in these women. They are tough enough to sit in a room with an interpreter from the organization and two complete strangers (myself and another research scholar) and share their stories, their traumas, and their hopes and dreams. They also share how they feel about everything they’ve told us. I was surprised but encouraged by how open and willing to share they were. I’m not sure I could share such personal anecdotes with a stranger, never mind a stranger who doesn’t even speak my language. These women are incredible and I am so thankful for the opportunity to get to know them, spend time with them, and learn from them. After getting to know some of them, it means the world to me that I can help them in some way, even if it’s just sharing their stories through our case study and hopefully getting more funding for the organization.
Acting as comic relief for our day of interviews, a couple of the children ran upstairs to harass us before lunch. I was writing something on the computer and all of a sudden there was a tiny Indian boy jumping into my lap and slamming his hands down on the keyboard and then getting distracted before I could do any damage control. Luckily, he didn’t do any serious harm but it was somewhat disorienting watching him dart around the room, playing with things, picking up things and putting them down in new places, and then coming back to poke us and prod our laptops. They were little energizer bunnies and they were absolutely adorable. Then our interpreter came back in and yelled at them to go downstairs and stop bothering us. It was fun while it lasted! Back to work.
I felt exhausted at the end of the day and I still have to type up the notes from our three interviews today which will probably take several more hours. Who knew research could be so much fun?! I know, I know, I'm serving my time in the field. Someday I'll be important enough to send other people into the field and then use their research as my own after telling them how bad it is. Until then, it's going to be a lot of late nights - just me and my computer. It's a shame India has not discovered the benefits of a 24 hour coffee joint.




